Tuesday, May 31, 2011
...since I've posted anything. So much has changed, and yet everything seems to stay the same or has been before. what should I tell? I turned 50 this year. I was thinking that I would find myself celebrating on a cruise ship, happy to be alive. And where was I? Working. D. did take me to dinner at the local steakhouse, and I had two drinks, a rarety, and quite enough to make me fall into bed afterwards. I am not missing being young, and I don't feel exactly old, but when I look into the mirror, I don't recognize myself.